夏暴羽的綺思狂想斷層 Stormyfeather

如題，獻給每個被家暴或是被家庭情緒勒索的你，不是你的錯

I'm sorry about your parents, they sound like bad people

你父母的事我很遺憾 他們聽起來像壞人
Your daddy sounds like a jerk

你老爸聽起來就是個混帳
I guess your mama didn't know the gift she got when she got you

我想你媽懷上你時不知道自己得到的是什麼禮物
I'm sorry about your life, you had it pretty rough

關於你的人生我很遺憾,你過得很辛苦
Bending over backwards, never good enough

向後彎曲 好像從來不夠好
You poor thing, it must suck to be you

可憐的小東西,當"你"一定很糟
And I know it's not your fault, it never is, is it?

而我知道這不是你的錯,從來不是,對不對?

I know what it's like staying up all night nursing wounds

我知道這感覺就像徹夜不眠地照顧傷口
It takes more than I have, pick fights with the past, I always lose

這比我想的還費力,與過去爭鬥而我總是輸家
Oh, don't you know? That's no way to live

噢你不知道嗎?沒有活路了
I know what it's like staying up all night nursing wounds

我知道徹夜不眠地照顧傷口的感覺

I get it, give me a little credit

我懂了,給我一點點恩惠
I remember when I was that pathetic

我記得我曾經那樣可悲
Wear my scars on my sleeve, for all the world to see

就這樣高調地秀出傷疤給全世界看
Like look what they did to me quick, lay on the sympathy thick

好像在說"嘿看看他們都做我做了些什麼，給我多點同情嘛＂
You probably have the right to feel how you do

你也許有權利感覺自己過的到底好不好
You were mistreated and cheated out of the childhood you needed

你被虐待了　童年也被敷衍帶過
And now you'll never succeed if you're so convinced you're defeated

但如果你這麼深信你被打敗了，你就永遠不可能成功
If you're obsessed with your yesterday then you're destined to repeat it

如果你沉浸於過去，　那麼你就注定要重蹈覆轍
And I know it's not your fault, it never is, is it, is it, is it?

而我知道這不是你的錯，這從來不是，對不對，對不對，對不對？

I know what it's like staying up all night nursing wounds

我知道這感覺就像徹夜不眠地照顧傷口
It takes more than I have, pick fights with the past, I always lose

這比我想的還費力,與過去爭鬥而我總是輸家
Oh, don't you know? That's no way to live

噢你不知道嗎?沒有活路了
I know what it's like staying up all night nursing wounds

我知道徹夜不眠地照顧傷口的感覺