夏暴羽的綺思狂想斷層 Stormyfeather

I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat

我持續忽略這梗在喉頭的硬塊

I shouldn't be crying

我不應該哭的

Tears were for the weaker days, I'm stronger now

眼淚該屬於那些脆弱的日子，我現在更堅強了

Or so I say, but something's missing

或者我該說，也遺失了某些東西

Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me

不管那是什麼，他們好像在嘲笑我

Through the glass of a two-sided mirror

從那魔術玻璃的那一端看著我

Whatever it is, it's just laughing at me

不管那是什麼，他們就是在嘲笑我

And I just wanna scream

而我只想放聲尖叫

What now, I just can't figure it out

現在是怎樣，我就是無法明白

What now, I guess

現在是怎樣，我猜想

I'll just wait it out, wait it out

我只是在等結果，等結果

What now, what now

現在是怎樣，現在是怎樣

I found the one, he changed my life

我找到那個人，他改變我的生命

But was it me that changed

但改變的事我

And he just happened to come at the right time

而他只不過是在正確的時機來的人

I'm supposed to be in love but I'm numb again

我應該陷入戀愛，但我只是再次麻木

Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me

不管那是什麼，他們好像在嘲笑我

Through the glass of a two-sided mirror

從那魔術玻璃的那一端看著我

Whatever it is, it's just laughing at me

不管那是什麼，他們就是在嘲笑我

And I just wanna scream

而我只想放聲尖叫

What now, I just can't figure it out

現在是怎樣，我就是無法明白

What now, I guess

現在是怎樣，我猜想

I'll just wait it out, wait it out

我只是在等結果，等結果

What now, please tell me, what now

現在是怎樣，拜託告訴我，現在是怎樣

There's no one to call

沒有人可以讓我呼救

'Cause I'm just playing games with them all

因為我不過是在和他們全部玩遊戲

The more I swear I'm happy

我越發誓我很快樂

The more that I'm feeling alone

就越是趕到孤獨

'Cause I spend every hour

因為我花費了所有時間

Just going through the motions

只為了做出這些動作

I can't even get the emotions to come out

我甚至無法從這些情緒理脫身

Dry as a bone but I just wanna shout

如枯骨般乾裂，但我依然想放聲尖叫

What now, I just can't figure it out

現在是怎樣，我就是無法明白

What now, I guess

現在是怎樣，我猜想

I'll just wait it out, wait it out

我只是在等結果，等結果

what now, somebody tell me, what now

現在是怎樣，拜託誰告訴我，現在是怎樣

I don't know where to go

我不知該去哪裡

I don't know what to feel

我不知該有什麼感覺

I don't know how to cry

我不知該如何哭泣

I don't know, oh, oh why

我不知道，噢，噢，為什麼

I don't know where to go

我不知該去哪裡

I don't know what to feel

我不知該有什麼感覺

I don't know how to cry

我不知該如何哭泣

I don't know, oh, oh why

我不知道，噢，噢，為什麼

I don't know where to go

我不知該去哪裡

I don't know what to feel

我不知該有什麼感覺

I don't know how to cry

我不知該如何哭泣

I don't know, oh, oh why, so what now

我不知道，噢，噢，為什麼，所以現在是怎樣